I am thinking of changing the layout of this blog. Perhaps to have bigger dimension of the uploaded pictures. Or more presentable. Or anything.
I just think that I need to change few things in my life. One of them is this layout. hahaha.
Another thing is to move on again. I guess that if you follow my blog for more than two years, you will surely realize how I seldomly write about move on and move on and move on. Sometimes I write about motivation to make me moving on so that I could have the strength to really move on. This time, it's hard to move on. A tough one. It's not because I did any wrong or the other half did something bad either, but it's just the wrong timing and wrong need. It's something that's hard to describe. Yet, not everything could be explained by words aite? Now I wonder if another two years I will meet the other half again and the feelings could be weaved again...? NO.. It won't happen but who knows..
I don't want to let go.. but I know at one point, I have to.
Today should be that one point.
I am strong.
I am weak.
I am fragile.
I am ignorance.
I am smart.
I am stupid.
I am cute.
I am ugly.
I am everything that you want to see.
Her Story
- fatimahalzahranaamat
- Love travelling. Love photography. Love meeting friends. Currently working on how to combine those matters as a good perspective.
The fresh look perhaps?
What a failure..
Oh no, not the gorgeous girls in the pictures. It was me who failed. Hahahaha. I tried to use manual setting. (I often used Av or Tv and sometimes P when I was lazy) Guess that I need to step up and be comfortable with the manual setting. The result was out of 159 shots I had, only two were so-so. The rest was a bunch of crap. Too underexposed and overexposed. Yes, I could fix that with software, but naahhhh.. Not in the mood.. So I went to bed with the feeling of a loser, and it wasn't pleasant at all. Haih..
To Mr Serious Amateur, apparently I can't produce today's shot is better than yesterday. Damn me damn me..
Since most of my ghost readers come to my blog to see my pictures, I upload these two so-so pictures for your eye candy. :D
BTW, I followed GG, Walid and Alif to Kuari Bumbun yesterday. I was in awe with its scenery. Two thumbs up okay. Gotta love the rocks.
Currently I am saving up to buy another lens. Sometimes what demotivates me is the TEMPTATION. Temptation to travel and hang out with friends and spend money. Temptation to eat good food and spend money. Temptation to go shopping and spend money. Temptation to buy myself a few nice furnitures and spend money. Ok2, stop thinking about it. Just STOPPPPPPPP..
An empty feeling...
The emptiness of my feeling right now is indescribable.
Perhaps, it's just the anger towards myself.
Need new perspectives for my camera and need to fill the urge to get together with the Legend HACCERS.
Then the restrictions always be the huge wall that separates what i want and my duty as a daughter.
Sometimes KID can be adorable..
I digged in my old hard drive and found several shots of my sister. I compiled them and tadaaa..
Warning : Although she looks adorable on photo, she is an ugly creature when she's cranky.