I am thinking of changing the layout of this blog. Perhaps to have bigger dimension of the uploaded pictures. Or more presentable. Or anything.
I just think that I need to change few things in my life. One of them is this layout. hahaha.
Another thing is to move on again. I guess that if you follow my blog for more than two years, you will surely realize how I seldomly write about move on and move on and move on. Sometimes I write about motivation to make me moving on so that I could have the strength to really move on. This time, it's hard to move on. A tough one. It's not because I did any wrong or the other half did something bad either, but it's just the wrong timing and wrong need. It's something that's hard to describe. Yet, not everything could be explained by words aite? Now I wonder if another two years I will meet the other half again and the feelings could be weaved again...? NO.. It won't happen but who knows..
I don't want to let go.. but I know at one point, I have to.
Today should be that one point.
I am strong.
I am weak.
I am fragile.
I am ignorance.
I am smart.
I am stupid.
I am cute.
I am ugly.
I am everything that you want to see.
2 comments:
Some things, we can never let go. It will haunt you for the rest of your life like a niggling little splinter, inside of your mind. You can forget about it for a while but it will bite you back once in a while, hard.
The question is, are you willing to sacrifice your happiness for others? Or is it the other way round? Then maybe you'll truly know how happiness can actually mean something to you.
Sorry if I'm talking out of context here. It's just my opinion. Since I think I've went through some rough times too, in somewhat similar if not close to yours. Ignore it if it's irrelevant.
Be good.
I guess i'll take the risk and let it bite me once in a while in the future, hard.
Am I willing to sacrifice my happiness for others? I guess lotsa time I'd faced that question. Now, at least I need to reconsider my usual answer.
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